May 18th, 2012 So much work to do, so little time to get it done....and everything else falls in between making my life just a wee bit difficult. Bring it on.
I'm still trying to get a majority of my contract jobs completed, setting up dates, making travel dates, arrangements and etc...ohh the joys. But I'm trying to get most of it done so I can make my way to Vancouver and see that crazy guy off before he leaves me for Africa for the summer! I'm going to miss him but I'll be here when you get back, especially if you decide to come back earlier ;) I'm going to miss ya!
I should be upset I'm getting ditched for Africa but I'm really not because I'm looking forward to spending the summer with my family here in Ontario. I haven't really decided if I'm going back to school or if I should travel some more but I guess I will figure that out when I know if I will get funded or not lol......It really is one or the other. It's also the summer of moving!!! We have to be out of the house by the end of June and there is still so much packing to do! I'm sad in this area because I can't believe it really came down to this, but it did, and I'm sure the next steps are going to be worth it. I think I can learn to call B.C my home.........
But this is my life and this is how I choose to live it, and I wouldn't really have it any other way. It's like one day I woke up and realized I already have everything I ever wanted, and whenI surrendered myself to that moment, I just knew things were going to be ok. I knew for awhile that things were going to be ok, and they always have been ~ we're just like everyone else. It's not always perfect, but it's my family and we learned to make things work out the way they are, and yes we do work hard at it. I know there are days when Dave and my brother will be at each others throats and then get along like nothings ever happened, but isn't that really how all families are??? We argue, get mad, forgive and move on??? But I like that we all get along in the end, and there is a lot of effort put into our relationships from both of us. It's easy being ourselves with each other, and these days, it's hard to find someone who loves us for who we are. I'm very lucky I found this weird guy who loves my crazy, sometimes super crazy personality lol....
But I have to stop blabbing, because this lady is going to be working at least until 2am lol....... May something....... Had a great time at The Black Keys on Monday. The arctic monkies are going to blow out some day as well - they put on a great opening show! I love that type of music. It gets my day going..... My laptop is once again on vacation....and maybe for a whole week! Not really sure how I feel about it yet because I need a vacation myself!!! I could be happy to the max with my life but even I still crave for an adventure down the open road, destination unknown....actually I think I will go for a ride today.....;) May 10th, 2012
Our goal should be to live life in radical amazementÂ… get up in the morning and look at the world in a way that takes nothing for granted. Everything is phenomenal; everything is incredible; never treat life casually. To be spiritual is to be amazed...........
Some lovely beaded earrings I made!
So I decided....when I find a full day to myself with nothing to do, then I'm going to time myself on how long it takes me to make a star blanket. I will post pictures of the results from my 7 hour work day lol....I will post it here as well! Keep checking back for updates :D
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